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This blog entry is dedicated to someone i really love the most... its barely a month since we got together and noticing that you have been angry with me over the past 3 weeks... i can explain to you my reasoning and based on my own perspective of what i think of this quarrel...
1st week of our quarrel is with someone whois once our good friend... Based on my point of view i find that its weird that you put the blame on me because you lost your good friend... Think about this... are you the only person that lost your good friend... Hes mine good friend too. I lost him... worst off... i get to see him almost every time i see him in club... but yeah... whatever! Yes it was my fault that i dint seek your consult before telling him that's because i was EXTREMELY WORRIED about you when you and your mum were quarreling over me. I was to be blamed for sending you back late which cause you to get grounded.
Secondly you argued with me over a mis communication through the phone... I expected you would arrived my house bus stop waiting for you... but it turn out that i kept you waiting for 30mins... i apologised deeply that it was MY FAULT... I AM TO BE BLAMED for... ok thats fine that you have the right to get angry with...
Yesterday... I don kow why i pissed you off so badly... but its because of my crappyness... i try to make you happy try to talk... No other ways i could think off... I tought that you will be tolerant but I failed... my angers accumulated... because i cant enjoy my weekends happily with you... I was this closed to walked off.. but i took a walked around the barraged instead...
Today i tought of it and decided to write an entry especially to you...Realised that it was all along you starting to get angry... yes i its my fault at times... but please try to be understanding that your dear is inexperience in relationship! Yes im inexperience in relationship... i haven been having once since the past 4-5years... Long? ... VERY...
I am childish and i need to grow up... YES i know... tons and thousands of people tell me that... but im trying i AM REALLY TRYING!... but i want you to know... How often do i get to see you? Once? Twice a week...? I understand youre mugging for your As... So i told you to set your periorities right... Only weekends to see me... Arent im understandable at least???
I dont mind you telling me whats wrong with me... No worries i wouldnt get offended... as long as i can change... All i want from you is loved, companion and happiness which i hoped you brighten my weekend... but i found out something... if this persists everyweek... i cant take it... I am trying to love you as much as i can... I rush down to see you when ure sick, i went to buy for you food when youre mugging took me too long to buy what food because you were sick... i have tried my very very very best to meet your needs and demands... if this cant satistified you... then Im sorry im a failure...
Screwed that little 'test'... honestly!!!... I don see why theres a little test in our relationship... If i cant pass your test... then i don think you can pass mine too... logical?? eg. you want your dear to be matured enough... i failed... i want you to be happy during weekends when i get to see you but apparently you cant... for all i know i don care about that test... i don need any 'criteria, achivements,judgement' to pass that test... for I LOVE YOU deeply as long as i Put in my best to make you be loved... as i said... I am inexperience in this relationship... therefore i need your guidance, together we could be together as happily as ever... forever...
PS: I Cut the excessived length straws that you gave me... Its a heart shape... I knew it long ago but i acted blur... i loved you...
Sign OFF!! @ 10/04/2009 08:25:00 pm
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